Feeling a little in 'flux' today. Dealing with my insecurities, and doing my best to keep a level head. I'm not typically one to make snap decisions...I like to think things out and make sure I'm making the best moves for me. I have been accused of over-thinking things, and while I'm certain that's true, it doesn't mean that it's always a bad move.
It's a double-edged sword, of course. I can certainly over-think myself into a corner...paralysis by analysis I've heard it called. I'm certain that this trait has caused me to miss some opportunities that maybe I would have taken, and who knows how that could have turned out? Maybe I wouldn't be sitting here writing to myself.
On the other hand, by not making snap decisions and trying to think things out, I can't very well shift the blame, either. I'm responsible for my actions because I thought about them before I made them. My life, where it's been and where it's headed, is mine. Although the decisions I've made haven't always worked out the way I've wanted them to, that doesn't mean I made the wrong one...shit happens. But I made the best one I could at the time with the information I had.
A bad outcome doesn't make a decision bad or good...only making a poorly informed decision makes it a bad one. I stand by my decisions, both bad and good...and I'll do my best to keep making the best ones I can.
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