It's hard to put my finger on exactly what the hell is wrong with me sometimes. Last night, I received a very sweet note out of the blue from someone who I really didn't think knew I existed. Even though it was a simple thing, and I know it doesn't mean anything, it was still touching that she would take the time to write that up and send it to me, and it made me feel very good about myself.
Then, I went to work. Now work is something that deserves it's own post...suffice it to say, my job seems to be able to bring me down in no time flat. Which, of course, was the case today. It's tiresome, and is really just a waste of my time and effort. BUT, it does pay the bills, and it's not exactly as if the job market is soaring right now. I put up with it, serve my time in my cloth covered cubicle shaped jail cell, and most days, I try to forget about it.
So why am I feeling down right now? I don't really have any reason to be down...just another lousy day at work. Shouldn't be any big deal. And I did get that note, the hot receptionist said hi to me, and the weekend is coming. Everything should be coming up roses. I get frustrated with myself when I get like this. There's no reason to feel the way I do...but sometimes, I just do.
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