I've actually been doing okay today, all things considered. I got a lot done, and kept myself busy for the most part. But now that I'm pretty much finished for the day, the house feels worse than empty. I had my boy for 10 straight days, just me and him. He can sometimes be a pain in the ass, and sometimes I'm almost begging for 5 minutes of quiet. He gives me a reason to be here, though...sometimes I feel he's the only reason. It's certainly not fair of me to put that on him, but if he wasn't here, I'm not sure I would be. If I were, I wouldn't be doing the things I'm doing, such as getting ready for work tomorrow. He needs me to do those things, though, and I do, for him.
Other than how I"m feeling, there is hope on the horizon. I received a call while I was gone about my resume, back in a plant accountant role. Believe me, I'll be on the phone with them by 8:05 tomorrow. Although I think I'm going to pass, I also received a communication from a young lady on eHarmony...first one since I stopped paying. I'd have to sign back up to communicate with her...tempting as that is, I doubt it's worth it. But it was very flattering, and a nice ego-boost that I kinda needed. I also received a couple messages while I was on vacation that were very nice, including one asking me for coffee. While that one isn't of a 'romantic' nature (she's taken), I thought it was very sweet, and I'm very much looking forward to having a cup of java and chatting. Maybe she'll let me in on her boyfriend's secrets...God knows, I could use the tips!
Back to the grind tomorrow...let's all shoot for a good start to the week, k?
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