Various thoughts

Ever have so much to say that you have difficulty saying anything? That's kind of where I'm at right now. So, this might be a bit jumbled...

First, I get SO frustrated by people that can't seem to help themselves with ANYTHING. There are people that I work with, in top-level positions, that would have an assistant wipe their ass if they could. And it filters down. Now, I'm not the most do-it-yourself person on the planet, but if I think I am able to do something myself, I at least try. Some of these people don't even bother with that...if it's not handed to them on a silver platter, forget it. They'll find someone to do it for them (usually me.)

Second, I am probably way out of touch, and shouldn't even broach this subject, but I don't understand the Occupiers, the Tea-baggers, or any of the other dozen or so groups. Listen, I'm upset too. I think the people in charge suck. I think companies are greedy. But I don't understand these people who are just camping out in cities...do you not have jobs? And why should I feel for you, when I'm paying for you to be there, paying for the police to keep things in line, and I'll be paying for the cleanup after you're done accomplishing nothing? Voice your displeasure, sure. But be productive. And target the right things...every good movement ends up drawing in the dipshits who just want to be part of 'something'. Maybe I should feel that strongly about something...but to tell the truth, I'm too busy trying to keep my own life together. I suppose it must be nice to not have to worry about that yourselves.

Third, speaking of dipshits, why am I such a dipshit myself sometimes? I'm honestly not sure what the hell has happened to me...I've never really been forgetful, but I've been forgetting everything lately. I've said things that I thought would be sweet or charming, and instead I just seem to be pissing everyone off. I'm not sure if my karma is just in a slump these last two weeks or what, but I think I'd be better off just keeping things simple and my mouth shut.

Of course, I know that I won't.